Because of You

I can understand
Its a feeling thats wells up inside me
It how I feel
Everything I wanted will never come to be
Because of you
My feelings will never change but right now i don't care
My life has just been hanged

Its a dream I had as it coalesced in the sky
I little child made of moonbeams and light
it seemed to be crying and when I asked it why
it said it wanted to die and give up the fight

then I realised that the child was me
and how scared I was from my head to my feet
I was shaking, there looking at myself
The mirror, immortal, looking at hell

I can understand
Its a feeling thats wells up inside me
It how I feel
Everything I wanted will never come to be
Because of you
My feelings will never change but right now i don't care
My life has just been hanged

What the hell have I done
What the hell have I become
Sometimes I want heavan's begotten son
But I'm an athiest, so that wouldn't work
believeing in nothing so that nothing would hurt

Gotta pick myself up, put my feet on the floor
But its hard when there's nothing left anymore
So this is goodbye from the sweet little me
Say hello to what I never wanted to be.

I can understand
Its a feeling thats wells up inside me
It how I feel
Everything I wanted will never come to be
Because of you
My feelings will never change but right now i don't care
My life has just been hanged

Maliciousness, greed, anger and frustration
These are the means to cause my sedation
Im twisted I know, but its something I am
life's completely screwed up, its all just a sham

Its funny how what I hated I became
gathering joy in pain but secretly ashamed
But then you appeared, and I thought I had hope
But all you were was the end of the rope

I can understand
Its a feeling thats wells up inside me
It how I feel
Everything I wanted will never come to be
Because of you
My feelings will never change but right now i don't care
My life has just been hanged