Blade of Love

Suddenly it seems you won't be here
how could this happen? I don't even know
What we used to have has dissappeared
replacing the warmth with frigid snow

My heart beats steadily out of my chest
Trying to escape the pain we both feel
Try as i might my soul cannot rest
The wounds too large to easily heal

I cannot understand where i went wrong
What things i said to have you be this way
I drown my sorrows in depressing songs
In an effort to suppress what my mind tries to say

My mind wins: take a razor and I start to cut
let the wound open and begin to bleed
so the pain will fade like final dusk
and my life into a sleepless dream