WTF

purple cow

dancing sky

hurting bum

poop no fly

water bottle

in the tongue

trip the rift

milk unsung

blueberrie pie

tastes of you

oh what am I

suppossed to do

delayed reaction

wasted time

painful death

suicide

glass is empty

pool is gleaming

drop it and bend

commence the reaming

picked up girl

in pickup truck

quite excited

ready to turn

danced with wolves

ran at the front

looked at my girl

ate out the dump

danced the happy

won't be boring

still in the womb

won't peek outside

slowly I mature

floodgates open wide

polk speakers tweak

bass hits the chest

i leave the place now

in search of some rest

Tonto the insane

Your flow sucks and your rhyme lines are weak
before you freestyle you need to learn how to speak
so wrap your head around this lyrical hurricane
big man on the block its Tonto the insane

The dead do nothing

they say i'm going to hell when its all said and done with
well beetle juice, beetle juice, beetle juice....Nothing
I guess it says a lot when even the dead won't do something.

Fire

Fire, the one thing that makes me feel content and complete. The equalizer, the tranquilizer.
Fire is part of my life. It is my girlfriend.
Fire is theonly thing that truly understands me and that i truly understand.

Mind over matter

if the mind feels something is not possible, the body will keep it that way.
If the mind feels that a situation is hopeles, it wil be so.
If the mind stays depressed, bad things wil happen.
On the other hand...
If the mind won't accept defeat, mircles will happen
If the mind truly wants it, a way will be found to obtain
If the mind keeps determined, nothing will ever be denied

Requiem for reality

I Believe I need a vacation from reality. I'm am slipping deeper and deeper into an abyss of my own self doubt and depression.
Take me away, and let me refresh my mind. Give me a fantasy , a dream. Something to remove this weight upon my mind. I don't even have dreams anymore. My sleep is dead, listless, and far from refreshing.
Its even affecting my physicality. I am getting jitters all the time. I can't focus. My life feels like
a bad video game. What i value is slowly fading like embers in a storm.

Inner conflict

Lloss, regret, unrequited compassion and a flase sense of hope are all that i am experiencing. I fel like i'm disconnected from my body. Like I'm watching life as a video game. I feel as if i am beginning to lose control. More often than not, i feel my basic instinct threatening tooverpower my brain. I want to submit to my instinct sometimes, but still i know i cannot, for fear of hurting others. My conflict is my own. no one shall know of it.